i’ve got the feeling that someone that i really need isn’t need me anymore… it just like that, maybe it just me but lately this feeling really bother my reality as if there are nothing left there. only a fraction of the past that still linger inside the very corner of the heart just wait to wash away with something easily. and of course, it hurts… a lot…

Come up to meet ya, tell you I’m sorry

You don’t know how lovely you are

I had to find you, tell you I need you

And tell you I set you apart

Tell me your secrets, and nurse me your questions

Oh lets go back to the start

Running in circles, coming in tails

Heads on a science apart

Nobody said it was easy

It’s such a shame for us to part

Nobody said it was easy

No one ever said it would be this hard

Oh take me back to the start

    (Coldplay – The Scientist)

i just wish we will never have to part…