have you ever had some of those days when you just didn’t know what to do and really easy to get frustrated and agitated? i just did.

the last 2 days had been hell to me. i just didn’t know what to do, just sit at my desk and wondering far far away beyond my computer’s monitor and having bad argument with my beloved one twice… that was sad… very sad…

sigh… i guess i am getting bored or getting frustrated of my current condition. no dreams, no future plans, no idealism to fighting for… i had to find myself again soon… regain myself, recycle my life… just to put me back to those top of the mountain again.

hope those damned day are over now. i don’t want these kinds of days to happen again soon… or better be never happened again. it sicken me…