give me one more reason for me to cheer up today…

this day could be count as one of the worst day in my life… want to know why? here’s the list what i’ve been through today:

one, i got up sick, sneezing all the morning… two cups of coffe and one plate of noodles were not helping at all…

two, i brought my computer to campus… plug the monitor, check. plug the mouse, check. plug the keyboard, check. plug the power…. plug again… again… and again… damn it… the power outlet did not working at all!!!!

three, i called my beloved girl… she said she have a class and maybe, read aloud ‘maybe’, she can visit me at my quarter up in the fifth floor of my department building. guess what… she didn’t show up, just accidentally met me at the floor ground and wave ‘hello’ then she get in the car with her three friend and went off somewhere…. sigh… “there she goes… there she goes again…”

four, met with my assistance teacher to discuss my final assignment… after three hours of waiting, he came and stayed for… five, yes ‘five’, minutes…. uh oh… and he went away too… “there he goes… there he goes again…”

five, search my wallet… damn it, only Rp. 500 left (in case you want to know, divide it with 8500 to get the dollar value, yes.. i said ‘divide’). must drink medicine… this sneezing process became very annoying…

six, want to continue my work… but get so sleepy because of the medicine, then i fell asleep from 2 pm to 4 pm!!! damn…. i didn’t producing any new work at all… gotta get home now, this day seems to be very bad to my health…

seven, on my way to the car, i called my beloved one… she said she’s with her friend on the way to cafe to drink some tea… yeah right… without asking me to accompany her… ok, ok… i am not trying to be a burden but at least ask!!! i am here, sick and need some friend, there she goes…. at four o’clock in the afternoon…

eight, at least home, what more worse thing could happened now… oh… there you are… your phone died because you forgot to pay the bill !!!

nine, now what? 8 pm, i call (again), my beloved… she still out there eating pizza with her friends… and here i am, with no money… still dizzy (thank god, no sneezing process all over again), hungry and feel really down… and yesterday she just said she should be at her rented room at five!!! damn again!!!

ten, at last she calls at 10 pm… said she just got home at 9.50 pm… yeah, forgot everything she just said yesterday… i felt like she didn’t even need anymore.. she went all to the place that i want to go with her with her friend, her ‘equal’ friend as in education and background… and now i am really felt that i was alone…

eleven, as i wrote this journal at the internet rental… the connection was really bad, i have to reload blogger 3 times so i can wrote this… sigh

see, what a day eh? at last I have two nice things:

one, my lunch with dona was cool… at last i didn’t have to lunch alone…

two, my ex-girlfriend called me… well, just to hear her voice made me smile a little…

so, please.. anybody… give me one more reason to make me thankful for this day….