Avianto's Journal

what will you do if somebody you care told you that she/he was lonely? and she/he live in the different city… i never had a rignt answer to that kind of situation… well… if i could i would rush down to their city and accompany them until they get bored with me… =). but, the truth is that statement really put me into awkward situation… should i respond? maybe they just want to say that they are lonely and not really need me to answer that… or maybe they wish they had somebody (it may not be me either)… or maybe i just said that whatever they feel i could feel the same way too? or else?

not that i don’t want them to say that statement, i am glad that i am the one they told about their feeling. it’s just i don’t know what should i do… i used to be lonely most of my life, so it wasn’t such a big deal to me so it is so hard to respond to other people loneliness…

anyway, thanks for telling me about your feeling… i am glad that you’ve told me and i am sorry if i am not responded the way you want… i just don’t know what to do, sorry… (i know you probably tell me that i don’t have to do anything about it… you just want to say that and share it with me… yes, dear, i know you that well too… don’t worry, it just sometimes i am still thinking that way). you know who you are, aren’t you?

I can’t stand to fly I’m not that naive I’m just out to find The better part of me I’m more than a bird I’m more than a plane More than some pretty face beside a train It’s not easy to be me
          superman – five for fighting